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Sunday, 15 February 2009

Bila Rasaku Ini Rasamu ~ Kerispatih






Aku Memang Terlanjur Mencintaimu
Dan Tak Pernah Ku Sesali Itu
Seluruh Jiwa Telah Ku Serahkan
Menggenggam Janji Setiaku
Kumohon Jangan Jadikan Semua Ini
Alasan Kau Menyakitiku
Meskipun Cintamu Tak Hanya Untukku
Tapi Cobalah Sejenak Mengerti
- Bila Rasaku Ini Rasamu -
Sanggupkah Engkau Menahan Sakitnya
Terkhianati Cinta Yang Kau Jaga
Coba Bayangkan Kembali
Betapa Hancurnya Hati Ini Kasih
Semua Telah Terjadi

Kekasih



This poem was written by Datuk Usman Awang, SN.... the title speaks for itself....

Kekasih
 
Akan kupintal buih-buih 
            menjadi tali 
            mengikatmu

akan kuanyam gelombang-gelombang 
            menjadi hamparan 
            ranjang tidurmu

akan kutenun awan-gemawan 
            menjadi selendang 
            menudungi rambutmu

akan kujahit bayu gunung 
            menjadi baju 
            pakaian malammu

akan kupetik bintang timur 
            menjadi kerongsang 
            menyinari dadamu

akan kujolok bulan gerhana 
            menjadi lampu 
            menyuluhi rindu

akan kurebahkan matari 
            menjadi laut malammu 
            menghirup sakar madumu

Kekasih, hitunglah mimpi 
            yang membunuh realiti 
            dengan syurga ilusi.

Thursday, 12 February 2009

Do Not Go Gentle Into The Good Night




This poem was written by Dylan Thomas, a welsh poet who was said to be a nuerotic since an early age. Born in 1914, he lived a short live until the age of 39 and passed away in 1953 due to alcoholism. Most of his poems are related to death and this particular one is my fav. This is about staring death in the face and rage and fight till the end. That is how he envisioned death... 




Do Not Go Gentle Into That Good Night

 
 Do not go gentle into that good night,
Old age should burn and rave at close of day;
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Though wise men at their end know dark is right,
Because their words had forked no lightning they
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Good men, the last wave by, crying how bright
Their frail deeds might have danced in a green bay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

Wild men who caught and sang the sun in flight,
And learn, too late, they grieved it on its way,
Do not go gentle into that good night.

Grave men, near death, who see with blinding sight
Blind eyes could blaze like meteors and be gay,
Rage, rage against the dying of the light.

And you, my father, there on that sad height,
Curse, bless, me now with your fierce tears, I pray.
Do not go gentle into that good night.
Rage, rage against the dying of the light. 

Dylan Thomas
 

Matahariku ~ Agnes Monica




Tertutup sudah pintu .. pintu hatiku
Yang pernah dibuka waktu hanya untukmu
Kini kau pergi dari hidupku
Kuharus relakanmu walau aku tak mau

Berjuta warna pelangi didalam hati
Sejenak luluh bergening menjauh pergi
Takada lagi cahaya suci
Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi

Dengarlah matahariku suara tangisanku
Kubersedih kerna panah cinta menusuk jantungku
Ucapkan matahariku puisi tentang hidupku
Tentangku yang tak mampu menaklukan waktu

Berjuta warna pelangi didalam hati
Sejenak luluh bergening menjauh pergi
Takada lagi cahaya suci
Semua nada beranjak aku terdiam sepi

Monday, 2 February 2009

Unbreak My Heart ~ Toni Braxton

I remembered that somebody dedicated to me this song in December 2006. I never thought that this song would be most meanigfull to me one day and i would dedicate this song to somebody now.............. 



Don't leave me in all this pain 
Don't leave me out in the rain 
Come back and bring back my smile 
Come and take these tears away 
I need your arms to hold me now 
The nights are so unkind 
Bring back those nights when I held you beside me 
Un-break my heart 
Say you'll love me again 
Undo this hurt you caused 
When you walked out the door 
And walked outta my life 
Un-cry these tears 
I cried so many nights 
Un-break my heart 
My heart 

Take back that sad word good-bye 
Bring back the joy to my life 
Don't leave me here with these tears 
Come and kiss this pain away 
I can't forget the day you left 
Time is so unkind 
And life is so cruel without you here beside me 

Un-break my heart 
Say you'll love me again 
Undo this hurt you caused 
When you walked out the door 
And walked outta my life 
Un-cry these tears 
I cried so many nights 
Un-break my heart 
My heart 

Don't leave me in all this pain 
Don't leave me out in the rain 
Bring back the nights when I held you beside me 

Un-break my heart 
Say you'll love me again 
Undo this hurt you caused 
When you walked out the door 
And walked outta my life 
Un-cry these tears 
I cried so many, many nights 
Un-break my 

Un-break my heart 
Come back and say you love me 
Un-break my heart 
Sweet darlin' 
Without you I just can't go on 
Can't go on 

Saturday, 31 January 2009

Callin' U ~ Outlandish








I'm callin' U
When all my goals, my very soul
Ain't fallin' through
I'm in need of U
The trust in my faith
My tears and my ways is drowning so
I cannot always show it
But don't doubt my love

I'm callin' U
With all my time and all my fights
In search for the truth
Tryin' to reach U

See the worth of my sweat
My house and my bed
Am lost in sleep
I will not be false in who I am
As long as I breathe

Oh, no, no
I don't need nobody
& I don't fear nobody
I don't call nobody but U
My One & Only

I don't need nobody
& I don't fear nobody
I don't call nobody but U
U all I need in my life

I'm callin' U
When all my joy
And all my love is feelin' good
Cuz it's due to U

See the time of my life
My days and my nights
Oh, it's alright
Cuz at the end of the day
I still got enough for me and my

I'm callin' U
When all my keys
And all my bizz
Runs all so smooth
I'm thankin' U
See the halves in my life
My patience, my wife
With all that I know
Oh, take no more than I deserve
Still need to learn more

Oh, no, no
I don't need nobody
& I don't fear nobody
I don't call nobody but U
My One & Only

I don't need nobody
& I don't fear nobody
I don't call nobody but U
U all I need in my life

Our relationship, so complex
Found U while I was headed straight for hell in quest
You have no one to compare to
'Cause when I lie to myself nothings hidden from U
I guess I'm thankful
Word on the street is U changed me
It shows in my behaviour
Past present future
Lay it all out
Found my call in your house
And let the whole world know what this love is about

Yo te quiero, te extraño, te olvido
Aunque nunca me has faltado, siempre estas conmigo
Por las veces que he fallado y las heridas tan profundas
Mejor tarde que nunca para pedirte mil disculpas
Estoy gritando callado yo te llamo, te escucho, lo intento
De ti yo me alimento
Cuando el aire que respiro es violento y turbulento
Yo te olvido, te llamo, te siento

[Translation:]
I love you, I miss you, I forget you
Even though you never let me down and always are by my side
For all the times I've failed and hurt you deeply
Better later than never to give you a 1000 apologies
I'm shouting silently, callin' you, I'm listening to you, I'm tryin'
You nourish me
When the air that I breathe is violent and turbulent
I'm forgettin' you, I'm callin' you, I'm feelin' you

Oh, no, no
I don't need nobody
& I don't fear nobody
I don't call nobody but U
My One & Only

I don't need nobody
& I don't fear nobody
I don't call nobody but U...

Wednesday, 28 January 2009

Kenangan Terindah




Aku yang lemah tanpamu
Aku yang rentan karena
Cinta yang tlah hilang darimu
Yang mampu menyanjungku

Selama mata terbuka
Sampai jantung tak berdetak
Selama itupun aku mampu untuk mengenangmu

Darimu kutemukan hidupku
Bagiku kaulah cinta sejati
Wooo

Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku

Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupmu
Yang tlah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

Bila yang tertulis untukku
Adalah yang terbaik untukmu
Kan kujadikan kau kenangan
Yang terindah dalam hidupku

Namun takkan mudah bagiku
Meninggalkan jejak hidupmu
Yang tlah terukir abadi
Sebagai kenangan yang terindah

Monday, 26 January 2009

Hanya Kau Yang Mampu



Ku cuba redakan relung hari
Bayangamu yg berlalu pergi
Terlukis di dalam kenangan
Bebas bermain di hatiku

Cerita tentang masa lalu
Cerita tentang kau dan aku
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

Cerita tentang masa lalu
Cerita tentang kau dan aku
Kini tinggal hanya kenangan
Kau abadi di dalam hatiku

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

Aku cinta oooohhhhhh….
Aku cinta ooooooo…..
Aku cinta oooohhhhhh….
Aku cinta ooooooo…..

Harusnya takkan ku biarkan engkau pergi
Membuat ku terpuruk rasa ingin mati
Derita yang mendera kapan akan berakhir
Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku

Aku cinta oooohhhhhh….
Aku cinta ooooooo…..
Aku cinta oooohhhhhh….
Aku cinta ooooooo…..

Hanya engkau yang mampu taklukkan hatiku
Oooooooooo….

Wednesday, 14 January 2009

10 Langkah Anti Israel saya

Ini adalah resolusi diri saya dalam usaha kerdil diri saya untuk menyokong perjuangan rakyat palestin.

1. Berhenti kunjungi Restoren dari US seperti Starbucks, KFC dan McDonalds. Kita masih banyak lagi pilihan dan seeloknya lagi kita menyokong perniagaan rakyat malaysia seperti Station Kopitiam dan pelbagai restoren tempatan yang sudah tumbuh macam cendawan sekarang.

2. Menukar jenama rokok. Saya sudah berhenti membeli Marlboro Lights dan sudah tukar jenama rokok kepada Mild Seven Lights(Jenama yang berasal dari Jepun).

3. Berhenti minum Coke dan Pepsi. Lagipun memang sudah lama saya tidak mengamalkan minuman berkarbonat yang mempunyai kandungan gula yang tinggi demi untuk kesihatan diri. Pelbagai minuman lain masih lagi dapat dibeli di semua kedai runcit serta pasaraya yang dikeluarkan oleh pengeluar tempatan.

4. Memanjangkan segala email tentang penderitaan rakyat Palestin yang diterima kepada rakan sekerja serta kenalan yang terdapat dalam address book saya.

5. Memanjangkan kempen memboikot barangan US serta syarikat yang mempunyai kepentingan Yahudi kepada kawan kawan saya yang lain.

6. Menyertai kempen online menentang keganasan Yahudi dan juga menyertai ahli pelbagai kumpulan anti Israel di dalam alam maya.

7. Tidak lagi menjejak kaki ke Hotel yang diuruskan oleh Syarikat US seperti Hilton dan Ritz Carlton demi untuk tidak menyokong Syarikat dari US.

8. Sentiasa mengingatkan kawan kawan akan kempen anti Israel di dalam perbualan harian.

9. Menderma setakat mana yang mampu kepada tabung rakyat Palestin.

10. Menggunakan blog ini sebagai salah satu saluran penyedaran akan usaha membantu rakyat Palestin.


* INI ADALAH DI PETIK DARI LAMAN BLOG www.suarakerdil.wordpress.com

Saturday, 6 December 2008

What a day

Had an unexpected day today... or is it yesterday... started normally going to the office at 9 am... had the usual morning management meeting which lasted late due to a lot of arising issues until 11am. Then had a nightmare at the water intake processing plant when the main intake tank was leaking and had to scramble the maintenance guys to drain the tank and weld back the leaking area. That one took 6 hours to complete. 


Also got a meeting in the afternnon but that one only lasted for 30 minutes but luckily i was not the one in the center of crisis and watched somebody else got the drubbing from the boss. The resort van broke down and had to go out at 5pm and search for a rental van.. found one after going to a few places and came back to the resort at 7pm +.

Had time for a glass of nescafe tarik but had to go check 14 rooms handed over by the contractor until nearly 11pm only finished. In the same time had numerous calls from regarding work till my HP battery is low.

Then went and had dinner until nearly 12. Was just sitting down and writing my report then received a report that a guest is sick. Escort the guest to the hospital and waited until the guest was discharged at 4.15am after receiving outpatient treatment. Reached the resort at 5.10 am and wrote a report till 5.45am. Then visit Jomlayan.com and kacau senahspeaker... haha... what the heck... had to record this day in my blog.. fuhhhhh... the end

Wednesday, 3 December 2008

Hampess Version 1.1

8.33am - Received SMS from OCPD that he's coming to the resort at 11.30 am to see me.

11.30 am - OCPD arrived and had coffee with him and go through the normal pleasentries. Come the serius part on his original intention of coming to the resort? The CPO is coming to stay at the resort from 12-14th of this month.

Hampess... it was supposed to be the resort's management outing weekend and farewell to the Gm who is leaving us at the end of the month. We were supposed to drive to Cameron Highlands and had our farewell dinner there. All arrangements has been made and rooms has been booked. We were looking forward to this trip and made plans since early November. It was initially supposed to be last weekend but we postphoned the trip because of the TV show 'Sarapan Di Mana' wants to come and shoot at the resort... last minute they cancelled the trip... now this... i'm 'fenin' already... How la.. has to do this farewell you know... now this...

Well.... got to get the brain working and try other alternatives.. problem is.. the other weekend cannot go now due to other commitments.

Hampess Tol....!!!!!!!!

Wednesday, 26 November 2008

My Vices



My two vices.... or is it sins... haha.. Nicotine and caffeine. Can't live without 'em. First thing in the morning has to layan a cuppa of fresh brewed roasted arabica with a few sticks of marlboro Lights. Been meaning to quit smoking but you know us smokers... never can trust our promises to either cut down or stop smoking.Even now, while writing this.. i'm enjoying a cup and a few sticks, puffing like na chimney to pollute the clean kenyir air. What the heck, it's too clean here anyway. The air i meant.. haha. 

Biggest Catch


It happened more than two years ago... but, what the heck... i'm gonna brag about it nonetheless. This was the biggest fish that i had caught in my fishing career. Five kilograms of Belida. None that i had caught so far has beaten the record. This was caught in June 2006 at Sg. Mandak in Tasik Kenyir. That was before i migrated to Kenyir and worked here... ever since.. didn't have much time for fishing. Odd isn't it... i got more time to fish when i was working in the city compared to the time i'm working in fishing heaven.


Now, belida is a fish which has is full of those small tiny bones. The best way to eat this fish is by pouring hot water all over the body and then scraping the flesh with a fork. Then u mince the flesh and turn it into fishballs. What u want to do with the fishballs is up to you, i rather like it fried compared to steam. The flesh is white and tastes quite nice. If you want to cook it any other way, be prepared to fight with the bones, be careful though! you don't want to end up in the hospital with the bones sticking in your throat.

Tuesday, 25 November 2008

Hampess

Hampess tol!


My other blog had some technical difficulties after some time. This one was actually my testing project on a new blog just for the JL guys last time. I created another one and just wanted to do my best, but after I 'godek' the thing too much... it went crazy and i had some'fenin' time to rectify it back. All in all, decided to revive this ailing project again for the viewing pleasure of JomLayan guys... ngeh ngeh ngeh